stand for yourself !

remember, you can always quit when you are not happy with something.

daripada ayat tu, aku mula percayakan diri sendiri. selama ni aku cuma go with the flow. apa yang da "sistem pendidikan kerajaan" tetapkan, aku ikut. happy tak happy, tak ada siapa peduli. orang cuma akan peduli bila kau QUIT. that's it. am i right?

stop lying to yourself ! seriously. stop lying ! stop torturing yourself. if you're not happy with it, just take another chance. let it go ! you can improve your lives by taking chances. dont be coward ! this is your life. kau bertanggungjawab atas hidup kau sendiri. bila kau tak happy, ada ke orang yang boleh bantu kau? serious question. i'm asking you, guys. listen kid, people will keep talking mostly negative kind of "talk". tapi ada dorang ambil peduli masa korang "suffer"? tak. see, no one cares.

jangan buang kepentingan diri sendiri, disebabkan korang terbenam dengan kepentingan orang lain. no such thing ! be relevant and stay relevant. kita semua akan termakan dengan semua "benda benda indah" ni melalu internet. melalui those kind of "words porn" "poems" yang langsung, tak masuk akal ! itu semua bukan reality. i tell you guys, dunia ni reality. stop reading those quotes ! stop reading love quotes ! stop reading novels ! stop it ! START TO READ MOTIVATIONAL QUOTES. yes, that's the way to survive. no kidding, kid. 

kid, dunia ni kejam. dia akan buat korang terus jatuh kalau korang tak kuat. tak tipu. especially, people. people here including your family, friends, partner, teachers or strangers. sekali jatuh, jangan give up sampai esok. it's okay to feel like giving up for the whole night, but please put yourself back together on the next day. please. you are more than that. dont be stupid ! remember, you can always quit.

jangan takut ambil risiko. go for it. fight for it ! kalau korang gagal pun, at least korang da dalam track yang betul. dan at least, you're happy. susah nak senang. senang nak susah. 

aku cakap sebab aku da experience sendiri. within two years aku jatuh teruk. aku tahu, tak senang nak bangun semula. tapi jangan sesekali give up. jangan. i tell u guys, aku pernah terfikir untuk mati. serious tak tipu. pressure yang aku rasa tu, aku macam tak boleh nak hadam lagi. sakit tu cuma aku je boleh tahu. sakit dekat dada tu aku sorang je rasa. sakit dalam hati tu aku sorang je tahan. aku mungkin nampak happy dekat mata orang. tapi dalam aku, it was a disaster. yes, it was.

dan aku pun bukan da stable sangat. 
apa aku boleh cakap, aku okay.

so, i've made up my mind. to risk my life. bukan senang weh nak buat keputusan macamtu. bukan senang. hati aku terdetik dan yes, aku buat. aku plan semua dan i did it. 

i put my trust on Him more than i trust myself. itu je aku mampu buat. aku buat u-turn. there's no turning back. no.

so kid, remember u can always quit and put your trust on Him.

dont be so arrogant.

you're nothing. we're nothing.

jangan korbankan diri sendiri atas alasan, go with the flow.

sometimes, go with the flow tu relevant

sometimes, benda tu merepek.

jangan kena tipu dengan dunia.