to those meaningless friendship. 

the one that aku ingat will be there through everything but now aku just bypass you without a single "hye".
yes i did it. too much pain and i cant stand any pain from you anymore. i guess you are too busy with better people and a brighter world. i hate to interrupt. 

it's easy to say goodbye but it wasnt that easy actually.
i am sorry for holding on to little piece of you.
i am greedy, i suppose.

for now, this will be the last thing i write to you. i know i'll miss you for a long time.
i guess it's about time i leave our memories behind. i hope they all see the brilliant parts of you.
i hope they realize what a gift you are.
i am so thankful to have had you in my life. yet, this is it.
this is my goodbye. if you ever wonder about me, i will finally be doing okay.

thank you for showing me love.
thank you for showing me pain.
i dont need you anymore.


goodbye.
take care.


i hope i can visit your mom, later.


it hurts but i know, it worth to let go.
aku bukan terhegeh hegeh.